Control

t fit rage and anger are not just emotions expressed at times of fear or frustration they are core elements of the animal  we so desperately try to control and at times ignore. we lash out and hurt both ourselves and those we are supposed to love. the weak as well as the strong are both vulnerable. we act completely with out thought they say it's a fight or flight reflex. i think it's just we were taught by children and children we remain, that emotion is something to be shunned banished or controlled.that we deserve nothing and are to be condemned for any thought or feeling that doesn't fit the current mode. split second decisions are ok but impulse actions are not. complete conformity/ not being a clone. evolution only happens when people acknowledge it. change only is seen by the person making it. unless it fits a preconceived ideal of who others see you no change is allowed. 

Normal

Election is over sesession is the talk of the town again. The middle east is having it's yearly fun, & the political BS is normal. I guess every thing is as we are used to it here on earth.

The most honest three and a half minutes of television, EVER...

Footsteps

Footsteps

The problem with rulers is they rule. parents apparently have the same problem. i always thought parents were supposed to guide not rule their children but as i've been informed being a parent means not being a guide or mentor but a tyrant or lord over "possessions" which children are considered. tax deductions,welfare tools,networking tools,and weapons against others.

grow up

where are the adults? or did we slip into a world wide lord of the flies? the governments would probably be run better by preschoolers any way. i once heard the phrase "kids raising kids"  well i can't agree more. thats what we all have become. the children of the fifties & sixties are still children. of course the media is happy to force the delusion that we have just evolved but come on who ever heard of a "midlife crisis" until they reached 18 years. and could some one explain the obsession of "oh well i'm such and such years so i know better" please age has nothing to do with intelligence or maturity.

econamy

went looking for another apartment figuring i'd just see what was out there, & it's best i just stay where i'm at for now. the cheapest i found i'd need a loan to pay the loan for the rent :/