new year

new year same old world. depending on the calendar you follow the earth rotated once again. and humans still think they run everything. one more calendar gets packed away into the tombs of history. the myans say a great change is comming well wouldn't be the first time/last time.

holidays really?

dear people of the world don't try & better your lives don't tax,protest or other wise work to end corruption just be happy little slaves & all will be well. the rich didn't earn  any of their money but hey thats why they need  so much help keeping it. forget the working stiffs who actually do things that matter.   as they keep informing us we need them.....(to remind us money makes you stupid). :( for get the toys the kids hate them any way. for get the charities except in your neighborhoods the others will be fine.  tell the "rich" to get real jobs or at least let us have them :) Happy Solstice.

Why

why would some one get in to a relationship that is highly abusive where the man actually admits to wanting the woman's children for before so he can do the same to them as he does to her and she actually defends him & believes the fantasy he paints of every one lies & hates him sympathy trip and still she stays. accepting everything as just fine ........my friend had 2 girls both now living with grandparents both adopted by the grandparents because of this guy but my friend is so drunk & or high she doesn't seem to want to do anything she has places she can go & be safe but as she keeps saying it would be away from him. so my question again is why and don't feed me this BS about love or loyalty first instinct of any parent is to protect but what do you do when not even your friends will do that for their own?

What is normal?

Who determines normal? what is reality? is a person only sane because others believe  it so? does the opinion of others matter more or less than ones own because they are echoing the crowd? if a child does what their "friends" do are they normal? or just following so as not to be alone? why does "being yourself" seem to follow being like everybody else?

change

The more things change the more.... kids haven't changed the technology has. hide in room blare bad music claim life's not fair. the whole world hates them... run wild. but what has changed? nothing. toys are in stores faster out even more so. obsession not just a bad perfume but a young persons thought pattern. but why not the times a changing? sorry Dylan doesn't seem that way.

it's our house

if the feds ran their own households the way they run the country they would be on the streets. so why are they running our house this way? and we just keep playing like nothings happening oh thats right mommy & daddy don't talk about the bills in front of the kids. mean while every other house is up for sale but ours because we own the bank right? well we bailed out the banks because we let them follow what the feds taught them. if we have no money we have none but if the feds have no money it's ok to go deeper in debt. go figure teach children to be like the fed & see how many people need the programs that get cut to go deeper in.

sales

have you ever thought every time yoy go out of your cave your selling something ? your selling yourself. it's true every friend or lover you've ever had you've sold yourself to in some way. we are constantly buying & selling each other but claim virtue because it's not on store shelves. but listen to how we talk "meat market". i knew a guy who actually presented a list of his girlfriends at a job interview.

question

as humans we see things in two colors black & white, we seek the lesser of two evils but aren't all evils evil ? we tell ourselves to leave the past in the past but we never seem to forgive anything. what we don't seem to understand is forgiving is not forgetting it's just putting what is of trivial concern outside the current scope. removing what need not be to another time as stated the past. but what of those who can not see beyond themselves how does one deal with those who see triviality as the most important? the ones who don't forgive themselves but instead place all short comings of their own on others? on the judgment when the blame is square who's blame will be forgiven & who's will burden will be brought? it is we who created time & we who shall cause it's seizure not the creators of the universe for is that also a perceived creation of mortal eyes?    

the middle

some times being in the middle gives you a great advantage over others for one you get more independence then the others your always balanced between the new & the old & people don't watch you as closely. the older has the responsibility over the younger, the baby is always told to grow up just to be coddled later. but the middle is left to find them selves & benefits from the knocks of the older & the nievete  of the younger

War movies

I love war movies. two of my favorites are Red Dawn & Amerika. the u.s gets invaded by the Russians (not saying it's a good thing but some one has to be the bad guy) in Amerika the government gets replaced & we are all docile except a few that still care fight back Red Dawn kids are the guerrilla fighters trying to survive & hold on to the real american values. there has always been two americas one just like every other country in the world made of politicians the other the people of this land the world only knows the politician government but are their countries made of people or politics ? war movies remind my that no matter what the policies of the other government the people will still survive the worst decisions made by them. to quote Reagan "government is not the solution to any problem government is the problem" amen. 

help

why is it when ever you try to help some one you feel as if they were trying to take advantage? is it because it removes you from your normal routine? or are they really as your perceiving? are we only out for ourselves as much as we are told or have we been programmed to only take care of our own to the point we don't see beyond our own needs?