Directionaly challenged

A friend of mine told me they'd never left state but keeps telling me they're coming down but they live south of me

A truth

what if i told you a truth ? would you believe it? i can hardly believe it myself. i am afraid of everything. i am scared of the surgery i have coming up in less than a week. i'm scared of being left to myself. i'm so afraid of everything and every one i have actually become violent in my fear. FDR stated "there is nothing to fear but fear it's self" well if so then fear is one of the most scariest things imaginable. i can't even talk to my own kids without triple checking every word and thought while doing so.but i do the typical male thing and play it off as nothing scares me. i have impenetrable armor and defenses so thick nothing can touch me.but i shake like a leaf in a hurricane when i feel my guard slip.

battle field

i have no problem with women on the battle field . just have them do exactly the same training sleep in the
same tents,use the the same latrine & accept the same b.s. from the press/general public as the males. basically don't force me in anyway to see you as anything except a soldier as long as you are in uniform just like i have to see males in the same position.no special treatment based on gender. a woman wants to be equal with men then do so don't call b.s. when  you aren't seen as a woman anymore.don't ask us to lower the standards demand we raise them just like we do.

winter

ah the holidays. the time of year you freeze while spending money you don't have on people
who once they receive the objects that created your nineteenth mortgage will verbally and emotionally
thrash you into your twentieth next year.
 

my opinion

to whom it may concern do to the continuing hostility being caused by governments  on earth
we will no longer be able to help the poor, sick, or delusional citizens of said planet.sorry for any
delay in fulfilling requests for salvation or mercy. please direct all pain and suffering requests to
your governments for they are the cause and we are tired of making up for their stupidity.
                                                                             signed, spirit world  

Problems

Ever get the feeling some times we create our own problems? Through our insecurity, over thinking or just plain over reacting. We let others influence us to the point of seizure. Not knowing what is expected & being to confused to think. We freeze in self loathing & just follow the droning masses.

Logic

why is it when it comes to some people you seem to end up doing the complete opposite of what
you'd do in the same situation without them? why is it reason takes a vacation when it should be
at the forefront? the older i get the less it seems reason comes to mind until after the fact.
and logic seems so far away. on here i have ranted critiqued and questioned a lot especially why i don't write
more often. this is supposed to be a release a platform to say what i can't outside. i mean i'ts my
thoughts why do i care what people think about what i think or weather  or not anyone read them.