grow up

where are the adults? or did we slip into a world wide lord of the flies? the governments would probably be run better by preschoolers any way. i once heard the phrase "kids raising kids"  well i can't agree more. thats what we all have become. the children of the fifties & sixties are still children. of course the media is happy to force the delusion that we have just evolved but come on who ever heard of a "midlife crisis" until they reached 18 years. and could some one explain the obsession of "oh well i'm such and such years so i know better" please age has nothing to do with intelligence or maturity.

econamy

went looking for another apartment figuring i'd just see what was out there, & it's best i just stay where i'm at for now. the cheapest i found i'd need a loan to pay the loan for the rent :/

new year

new year same old world. depending on the calendar you follow the earth rotated once again. and humans still think they run everything. one more calendar gets packed away into the tombs of history. the myans say a great change is comming well wouldn't be the first time/last time.

holidays really?

dear people of the world don't try & better your lives don't tax,protest or other wise work to end corruption just be happy little slaves & all will be well. the rich didn't earn  any of their money but hey thats why they need  so much help keeping it. forget the working stiffs who actually do things that matter.   as they keep informing us we need them.....(to remind us money makes you stupid). :( for get the toys the kids hate them any way. for get the charities except in your neighborhoods the others will be fine.  tell the "rich" to get real jobs or at least let us have them :) Happy Solstice.

Why

why would some one get in to a relationship that is highly abusive where the man actually admits to wanting the woman's children for before so he can do the same to them as he does to her and she actually defends him & believes the fantasy he paints of every one lies & hates him sympathy trip and still she stays. accepting everything as just fine ........my friend had 2 girls both now living with grandparents both adopted by the grandparents because of this guy but my friend is so drunk & or high she doesn't seem to want to do anything she has places she can go & be safe but as she keeps saying it would be away from him. so my question again is why and don't feed me this BS about love or loyalty first instinct of any parent is to protect but what do you do when not even your friends will do that for their own?

What is normal?

Who determines normal? what is reality? is a person only sane because others believe  it so? does the opinion of others matter more or less than ones own because they are echoing the crowd? if a child does what their "friends" do are they normal? or just following so as not to be alone? why does "being yourself" seem to follow being like everybody else?

change

The more things change the more.... kids haven't changed the technology has. hide in room blare bad music claim life's not fair. the whole world hates them... run wild. but what has changed? nothing. toys are in stores faster out even more so. obsession not just a bad perfume but a young persons thought pattern. but why not the times a changing? sorry Dylan doesn't seem that way.