Spring

Spring must equal stress. Is it the family time or lack of? Is it the fact you can only stand to be around some people with out wanting to kill something? I really don't know but adults are becoming children & vise versa. There's a reason listening is a skill but so is speaking ( which is different than talking).

Imagration

I once thought that we were supposed to care for the human first land second.but the rulers seem to have a different view.the two handed approach seems to be the only one they know. Walls didn't work in China, Berlin, or Troy. the human approach did. We are all the same species Man takes care of man.

Lessons

Until I can help myself I can't help anyone
My personal perceptions are my own
My feelings are my own
No one has the power to make me think, feel,nor do anything with out my allowance
My life is not mine it is borrowed the taking of which would be theft
I have very limited control beyond myself and my person
If you can't find something to laugh about it's not the situation it's you
Even an atheist prays
If it's in the dictionary it isn't swearing it's opinion
There's only one judge and you ain't it
Not even Christ was the same after his reserection

Border

It's not empire building if over half the population of a country moves to another country . The refugee and ilegal migration is asking for the u.s to expand . Mexico has sent a huge delegation across the border asking for us to call for it's statehood.

Smoke

Smoke free should mean smoke free. if I walk out of my apartment and smell pot your smoking. If I have to listen to some one bitch about my tobacco you have to listen to me bitch about your plants too. My choice has been held up by Kings . yours has been questioned by pirates

Ptsd

Part of the problem with ptsd is trying to control your behavior triggered by your flashbacks.I'm not saying that triggers are an excuse because quite literally dealing with them are like handling your thoughts.if their from inside of you whether past or present they are yours no one elses .your behavior is your own .trigger or not to blame a internal process for lack of self discipline is bull.we are socialized to cast blame on others.if others are not around we cast on all else. It's bull.i am the soul person responsible for my issues .stop blaming and casting externals as anything but a rock didn't break the window by it self but the one that threw it was triggered right? A broken mind is responsible for what the body it lives in does.not the "trigger" not the "flashback". 

Mentally f.i.n.e.

Tell me please if I'm full of it if your poor and mentally damaged the only desent help requires comital to institutions of degradation until either you or the government paid welfare runs out .

Midnight

My feline brother returned to his post with the pharaohs

Questions

Why does a person destroy them selves? Throw away anything that's worthwhile? Questions I've been asking lately

Politics

Can we finally have a government worth our time to pay attention to? Maybe with at least one person that has a higher than a third grade knowledge of Americans. I'm still trying to understand how someone in political office could possibly grasp the common human. Because quite literally as soon as they take the oath they seem to have a wall placed in their minds. Between reality and the corporate will.

17 Reasons to Own a Black Cat | Animal Bliss

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Directionaly challenged

A friend of mine told me they'd never left state but keeps telling me they're coming down but they live south of me

A truth

what if i told you a truth ? would you believe it? i can hardly believe it myself. i am afraid of everything. i am scared of the surgery i have coming up in less than a week. i'm scared of being left to myself. i'm so afraid of everything and every one i have actually become violent in my fear. FDR stated "there is nothing to fear but fear it's self" well if so then fear is one of the most scariest things imaginable. i can't even talk to my own kids without triple checking every word and thought while doing so.but i do the typical male thing and play it off as nothing scares me. i have impenetrable armor and defenses so thick nothing can touch me.but i shake like a leaf in a hurricane when i feel my guard slip.

battle field

i have no problem with women on the battle field . just have them do exactly the same training sleep in the
same tents,use the the same latrine & accept the same b.s. from the press/general public as the males. basically don't force me in anyway to see you as anything except a soldier as long as you are in uniform just like i have to see males in the same position.no special treatment based on gender. a woman wants to be equal with men then do so don't call b.s. when  you aren't seen as a woman anymore.don't ask us to lower the standards demand we raise them just like we do.

winter

ah the holidays. the time of year you freeze while spending money you don't have on people
who once they receive the objects that created your nineteenth mortgage will verbally and emotionally
thrash you into your twentieth next year.
 

my opinion

to whom it may concern do to the continuing hostility being caused by governments  on earth
we will no longer be able to help the poor, sick, or delusional citizens of said planet.sorry for any
delay in fulfilling requests for salvation or mercy. please direct all pain and suffering requests to
your governments for they are the cause and we are tired of making up for their stupidity.
                                                                             signed, spirit world  

Problems

Ever get the feeling some times we create our own problems? Through our insecurity, over thinking or just plain over reacting. We let others influence us to the point of seizure. Not knowing what is expected & being to confused to think. We freeze in self loathing & just follow the droning masses.

Logic

why is it when it comes to some people you seem to end up doing the complete opposite of what
you'd do in the same situation without them? why is it reason takes a vacation when it should be
at the forefront? the older i get the less it seems reason comes to mind until after the fact.
and logic seems so far away. on here i have ranted critiqued and questioned a lot especially why i don't write
more often. this is supposed to be a release a platform to say what i can't outside. i mean i'ts my
thoughts why do i care what people think about what i think or weather  or not anyone read them.

my birthday nothing new

so i wake up this morning and guess what the homosexuals are allowed to exercise the same rights as
everyone else. just as they always  had been. but it raises an issue in my house when i inform my girlfriend
about it. that i just don't get what the big deal is. and how my views haven't changed over the years.and how i should care about it.but i just don't my girlfriends youngest has been on and off homosexual as long as i've
known her.i ask questions about it and i'm starting a war with both my girlfriend and her daughter and not getting it.cultures have always had different types of people things change constantly and some people take
long time to change to the new.but when the old is the new then..... is David still right? is there nothing new just the old b.s. coming back around?

Thinking

Lessons of childhood never seem to fade.
I learned along time ago to try & avoid trouble by over estimating every situation I get into or might. :)